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Monday, October 18, 2010

Dear Diary,

Sup people, sup Diary~ Been doing some "fan xing" work at home LOL! Now since the results are out and the path seems clearer, time for some updates.

First off, I still am not getting much motivation in finishing part 2 of the story that I somehow had an inspiration to write since secondary 3? So..... just wait til things settle down first kays? Sweet thanks.

Ok, it seems that the WSS results are out. I'm not gonna say I put in the maximum effort, though the self-driven shit that TPM wanted us to have wasen't really effective for me. Still, I'm the type that usually learns the hard way.... and it really sucks.... So, I'm not gonna dwell too much into this as it's already over and though this experience will somehow leave a small scar in my life but it's done! A big congratz to ZY and JN for their victory over the QRs. Hard work pays off. Hope you guys can do me a favor and win 1st prize so that it can conclude that NP won by condition advantage. Haha, no offense to NP-ians out there.

So after the QRs, I tried to make a come back with my social life that I had been missing out during trainings. I still failed to meet up some =[. Sorry bros, will do soon.

Another piece of results that further brought me into the emo stage was my... you guessed it... exams. 3.36 for GPA?!?! Fucking PIECE OF CRAP. Now cumulative GPA stuck at 3.333, really GG.com.sg. Wondering if I can jump course in the Uni. Ya.... really crappy feeling right now.

Stuck in Teaching Factory MDC right now. Wondering whether this is really the path for me....the path of the Engineer... I don't know what to do now. I keep trying to avoid and hate Engineering cause I don't want to be an Engineer in the future but everything that is right in front of me seems to oppose my "dream". Ya... "dream" cause I don't even know what I really want to do now. I'm stuck again... What can I do? I feel so lost and confused... I need answers and I hope I can get them soon. It's nearly that point of time where one reaches the end of the path and it splits into different directions leading one's destiny differently if chosen. No turning back... Please move forward..... Fate guide me....

Reading above makes you assume that I'm having a real hard time with life and emotional problems right Diary? Yeah, quite true.... Don't mind me.

Last but not least, after quitting the competitive DotA, I joined CS 1.6 =D. Life's been very hectic with alot of activities now. Napfa training is another one plan that I must put in my schedule. Napfa pass? No hope I think....

Kay, peace out peeps. To those who read this just chill, I'm not gonna do anything stupid =D. <3.

Jojo, "I strayed off my dream path."

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Dear Diary,

Hey guys, been long since I posted. Lazy and busy = Buzy? Anyways, my new goal is to get into World Skills Finals. Really hope I can go that far. Praying hard. Training all the way =D.

Below is a story that I suddenly just thought of writing. Haven't really thought of a name for it yet and its not finished so it'll be part 1 k? Though my command of the English language and grammer isen't that good, I still hope ya'll readers would comment on it. =D.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~PART 1:

His eyes were fixed on the prettiest angel he had ever gazed upon, gracefully walking towards him in the significant white dress. As the “angel” moved closer, he was unsure whether or not that was the same girl that accepted his relationship proposal. Of course, she was stunningly beautiful already but this was overkill. No normal men would say otherwise. The girl smiled as she laid both her arms around her knight in shining tuxedo.

G: “Ready for the prom, hun?”
B: “Ye..a.hh ba..b.e, you’re so amazing tonight. Hired a fairy godmother?”
G: “Tsk, can’t I be this amazing without a fairy godmother?”
B: “You’re always this amazing babe.”
G: “Well then, ready to go?”
B: “Heck yeah, can’t wait to be the luckiest guy at the prom.”

They are a lovely item. But, that was back then.

Two years have passed, as they graduated from their Secondary schools and entered different Polytechnics. As always, they meet up and have fun together. Somehow, the girl’s feelings towards the guy slowly and gradually melt away. He senses it and tries to hope for the better.

One fateful Saturday night, things started to change abruptly.

~~~~~ SMS replies ~~~~~

G: “I’m tired now, will be off to bed....”
B: “Uhm...sure, ok. You have a goodnight sleep babe. Sweet dreams. Nights. Always in my mind. =D”
G: “Wait... I have something to tell you...”
B: “Leave that for tomorrow k babe? Your rest is important. Will be out partying with friends tonight.
Miss me like I’ll miss you kay?”
G: “Umm.... ok then..... nights....”

He smiled at the message but anybody could see that that smile was a sad one.

Mike: “Hey cmon Dave, how long ya gonna be on that phone? Remember we gonna party til the sun
rays hurt our eyes.”
B: “Sorry Mike, that was my girl. Anyways, we going to the usual with Jack?”
Mike: “Nope, we’re flying somewhere else this time. Heard that its newly open. Gals gonna be there,
guys gonna hunt there.”
B: “Only for you.”

They arrived at the newly open club, the ambience and music there were just right for clubbing. As the three friends entered, they went for some drinks before Mike and Jack hit the dance floor. As he sat there, a figure caught his attention. As he took a glimpse, he knew that he had seen her before. Thought he might have mistaken her for someone, he turned away but somehow he wanted to find out who she was. Sliding off his chair, he made his way towards her. Moving closer and closer, he knew that he had seen her somewhere before....

B: “No, it can’t be. Impossible!”

But, his vision proved otherwise. The figure slowly changed into the girl that was supposed to be in bed.

He walked towards her as she was sipping her drink. As he reached right in front of her, her head made its way upwards and their eyes met. Seconds passed, and finally he fought out the courage to speak.

B: “Hey babe, thought you said you wanted to sleep?”
G: “There’s something I want to tell you.....”
B: “Guess we don’t need to wait til tomorrow huh? Go ahead I’m all ears.”
G: “We’ve been together for soo long and somehow.... I feel.... that you’re missing something....”
B: “oookkk...”
G: “I’m sorry.... maybe it’s me, but I really need to tell you tha....”
Timothy: “Hey hun, how’s the new club rolling for you?”
G: “Oh it’s cool and uhhh...”
Timothy: “Hey who have we here? Wanna help us intro ourselves baby?”
B: “H-eee-y, I’m her.....Secondary school friend. We bumped into each other just now. I’m Dave.”
Timothy: “Great ta see you Dave. I’m Timothy, her boyfriend.”
B: “O-hhh-hh, cool... Tim, you’re the luckiest guy in the world to have her...luckiest...guy...”
Timothy: “Thanks, want be to bring you both a drink?”
G: “I’m cool...”
B: “No it’s ok, I need to find my friends too.... you both have fun.... take care of her would ya....?”
Timothy: “Will do, bye.”
G: “Bye...”

As he walked away, his heartbeat stopped and he knew that she had stolen his heart.

G: “Hey Dave....”

He turned around.

B: “Hey, great guy you have there. Funny and kind and...”
G: “I’m sorry Dave... I really am.... Would you forgi...”
B: “I will be ok Katie. Don’t worry, you uh....go have fun k?”

As soon as he said that, he turned and made a quick retreat towards the exit, leaving her standing there and if anyone was looking at her, one could see that small tear streaking down her cheek.

He was lost. He knew that his heart was gone. There were no signs of heartbeat. As he moved outside of the club, he walked on without a destination. Thinking of what happened back then. The pain was too significant that he went numb straight before he could even feel pain. Somehow, when he had gathered a little of strength that’s left in him, he found himself in a park. He sat on the bench, face in his palms. The nearby trees whispered sounds of courage but to no avail. His heart has been stolen. The scar was too deep. He might not be his normal self again. Slowly he finds himself getting tired but voice shakes him up.

John: “Hey bro, nobody’s gonna get hurt kay? Just give me your wallet and I’ll be on my way.”

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~To Be Continued

Like it? Hope its not too dumb or anything cause was really tired when I typed this. Time check 3:31am. Heh. Had the next part in mind but am too tired to type it out now. Hope I remember how the story goes. =D. Remember to remember ~ Epic quote.

I'll list down some new goals that I wished to achieve. The last wish list went well as I managed to get half of them. Anyways~~~~
1) WSS: Finals (THE MOST IMPORTANT)
2) Napfa: Silver (HOPEFULLY)
3) GPA at least 3.5 (Did horribly lousy with my MST for a lot of modules)
4) Runescape: Attack 99? :)

Guess thats all. Shall be back soon.

Jojo, "The path shall be walked on."

Monday, February 1, 2010

Dear Diary,

Yeah it's kinda late now. Time reads 12:54am. RWP having problems... yeah, speaking about that, this whole semester is filled with problems. Really hate the stupid AGV project. Sigh....maybe it's because I never strive to become an engineer.... Hope to get into a new course if I ever get to Uni D=.

Life: Anyways, life has been mundane; been doing the same thing for this whole sem and don't get me wrong, most of my poly life are like this. Like I'm merely doing the same thing for the whole year.
BUT! It's gonna change people. I swear. Next sem, I'm going all out.

Education: OMG! I soooo don't understand this whole sem and what bothers me that this is sooo normal T_T! It's gonna be remember, do and forget after all D=. Another thing that bugs me is my MST results. They suck soooo bad. I fear the worse for my GPA this sem D=. So not where I wanna be...

Love?: Some of my friends say I'm actually in love and I'm in denial. O_O. Maybe I am maybe I'm not =D. Don't ask cause I don't know the answer either. Maybe I do know the answer..... DENIAL XD.

Lemme do a short prayer for luck, like New Year's resolutions but mine is preferably just for fun.
Hoping it works of course =D. The list goes...
1) AGV must work D=.
2) 4.0 GPA? Must own Ben =].
3) Laziness = GTFO.
4) More activities when the holidays start.
5) Definately must get into WSC. I'll fucking fight for this.
6) Zi Hao, succeed in your <3 life ar =].
7) Zhi Yong to be smarter ROFLSLMFAOX~~ I know you're reading this XD.

Guess that's it. Easy goals yet so difficult to actually start on them. FMLTTM.
Yall boy here gotta go take a winky, peace out homies!

P.S. I'll get a new blog skin after the exams =D.

Jojo, "Wedding dress~".

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Dear Diary,
It's been awhile huh? Ok, fine! It has been heck months since I've last updated! Don't blame me, blame it on my laziness ~^.^~

Ok, first off...my results =D.

MM2105 MECHANICS 2 : A

MM2809 INDUSTRIAL ENGINEERING : A

S6250 ENGINEEERING MATHEMATICS II A : A

EC1405 ELECTRONIC DEVICES : A

EC1406 CIRCUIT THEORY : B

MM3826 ORGANISATIONAL MANAGEMENT : B

EC1233CAD (ELECTRONICS) : B+

Semester GPA:3.679
Cumulative GPA:3.278

Yeah ok, so I did get my >3.5 GPA target but I still feel unhappy. I felt as if I could do waaay better. OM was a stinking module, though it made a lot of sense but....yeah theory sucks. Made a freaking big mistake in one of my test for CT, thanks to that I got a B.
Yeah well, next semester I'm getting 4.0 =D. FUCK COUNT ON IT MOFOS!

Next...
Vincent.... you guys heard the news right? Vincent Chia from SP was murdered in China where he was there for ITP. Yeah..... Sucky piece of shit. The story that was in the news stated something about these 3 Cheena gangsters (most probably they are) whacked him up in the toilet over some quarrelling with the service staff and Vincent tried to run, boarded the Taxi and got stabbed in the leg. Bleed to death..... But I won't believe that story until the truth is out and that will never happen. You should know why mates =].
I know this is late but R.I.P Vincent Chia.

Lastly, we as AoG are attending Gamers Meet 3! =D. And I'm planning to win! So I'll update more on the info in the next update.

That's all.

Jojo, "Fun holiday....I WANT MOAR!"

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Dear Diary,
Still struggling on my PBIL right now. IE really sucks D=. CK never "pei" me tonight LOL! XD. Haven't really done much on the PBIL, can't concentrate, RAWRs. Just owned in a DotA game ^_^. SEE! Can't FOCUS AT ALL! DANG! Holidays just had to end when I was starting to enjoy it. How ironic it is when it's the holiday, you wish that the school reopens but when school starts, you pray hard that holidays come faster. BUT! It's the first time I did not have that school reopen shit feeling going on O_O. Was hoping it would be shut down and quarantined due to H1N1. Gah. We're just too smart for the freaking disease.

Anyways, short update before I hit the sack.

Life~ Nothing going on except the start of teh new term. Having Wing Chun in 14hrs time LOL! Have this sudden urge to learn alot of stuffs. Like Swimming, Kickboxing/Boxing, Akido etc. Hoping to find some of this lessons outside of Poly.

Education~ No new shit, just the same boring old freaking stuffs. Getting harder and harder. Hopeless year. My aim for 3.5GPA is getting further and further away. Got back 1 MST paper, was utterly surprised of the results LOL.
EngMaths2A (Theory): 90/100. Expecting a 80+ but whatever =D.
Left 2 more results to be released. Mech and Eldev. Bless me~

Peace.

Jojo,"Where's my hidden talent!? How do I find it?.....Do I even have 1 to even speak of?"

Friday, June 26, 2009

Dear Diary,
Caught up with studies yesterday. But just manage to scrap through, D=. And I did lesser than I expected to revise!! Fuck! Nvm, will be chiong-ing later on today.

So, I caught this new movie with Ben and HT. 5/5 POPCORNS! Which movie was it? TRANSFORMERS 2 OF COURSE! HAha!
And the song just owns sooo bad! Transformers 2 OST: New Divide by LP! Enjoy~

Jojo,"LP FTW. BEST BAND EVER!"

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Dear Diary,
It's been awhile since I last posted. Had some fun in the holidays though I'm sure it's still not enough D=. Anyways, caught up with this latest show that really is inspirational. Here is the trailer:

Link to the above trailer: ~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CwHcS-XoYbc ~

Conclusion: This movie is about a boy who invented, illustrated and even put this Pay-It-Forward system into action. Basically, it starts off with him who will help 3 people with something they cannot do by themselves and they do it for 3 others and so on. You can't pay the favour back to the person who helped you but you pay it forward to 3 others. At the start, the boy thought his idea did not work out as the 3 person he tried to help did not work out, but it did! Very inspirational. Sad ending. Though I know it won't happen in Singapore o_O. Anyways, great movie, 5/5 stars.

Movie Link: ~ http://stagevu.com/video/iaqushwwuhol ~

Must WATCH!

Jojo,"Pay-It-Forward system will definately leads to a better World we are in now... Amen."