Monday, October 18, 2010
Dear Diary,
Sup people, sup Diary~ Been doing some "fan xing" work at home LOL! Now since the results are out and the path seems clearer, time for some updates.
First off, I still am not getting much motivation in finishing part 2 of the story that I somehow had an inspiration to write since secondary 3? So..... just wait til things settle down first kays? Sweet thanks.
Ok, it seems that the WSS results are out. I'm not gonna say I put in the maximum effort, though the self-driven shit that TPM wanted us to have wasen't really effective for me. Still, I'm the type that usually learns the hard way.... and it really sucks.... So, I'm not gonna dwell too much into this as it's already over and though this experience will somehow leave a small scar in my life but it's done! A big congratz to ZY and JN for their victory over the QRs. Hard work pays off. Hope you guys can do me a favor and win 1st prize so that it can conclude that NP won by condition advantage. Haha, no offense to NP-ians out there.
So after the QRs, I tried to make a come back with my social life that I had been missing out during trainings. I still failed to meet up some =[. Sorry bros, will do soon.
Another piece of results that further brought me into the emo stage was my... you guessed it... exams. 3.36 for GPA?!?! Fucking PIECE OF CRAP. Now cumulative GPA stuck at 3.333, really GG.com.sg. Wondering if I can jump course in the Uni. Ya.... really crappy feeling right now.
Stuck in Teaching Factory MDC right now. Wondering whether this is really the path for me....the path of the Engineer... I don't know what to do now. I keep trying to avoid and hate Engineering cause I don't want to be an Engineer in the future but everything that is right in front of me seems to oppose my "dream". Ya... "dream" cause I don't even know what I really want to do now. I'm stuck again... What can I do? I feel so lost and confused... I need answers and I hope I can get them soon. It's nearly that point of time where one reaches the end of the path and it splits into different directions leading one's destiny differently if chosen. No turning back... Please move forward..... Fate guide me....
Reading above makes you assume that I'm having a real hard time with life and emotional problems right Diary? Yeah, quite true.... Don't mind me.
Last but not least, after quitting the competitive DotA, I joined CS 1.6 =D. Life's been very hectic with alot of activities now. Napfa training is another one plan that I must put in my schedule. Napfa pass? No hope I think....
Kay, peace out peeps. To those who read this just chill, I'm not gonna do anything stupid =D. <3.
Jojo, "I strayed off my dream path."
