Monday, October 20, 2008
Dear Diary,
Today had school and on it goes with my life. Nothing interesting happened...not til evening when we had our BBQ.
Played with some people who loves to find trouble, I just don't get them >.>. Anyways, playing basketball was never so rough in my life before. They were knocking into us, ramming into us, pushing us around. Quite obvious they were trying to make us angry but of course we are more mature.
So one of them initiated the fight by pushing Cheng and then insisted that Cheng pushed him. He started using violence and started a fight there and then.
MT wanted to help but was instead pushed away by another 2.
Say everything out also useless. Eventhough we outnumbered them by like 3:1, most of us did'nt do much. Like me, I felt quite pathetic. I ran around stopping the fights and got slapped twice in the chest and kicked in the leg. Don't understand why I don't want to return the favour >_>.
Anyways, they already had their targets in their mind. Seriously. They were there to find trouble and aimed only some of us. Anyways, Jun Ming courage is something I must learn. Got insulted by MT and HX just now T.T. I'm black tip and I can't do anything.... Hahas. Quite pathetic right? Tae kwon do black tip and cannot do anything. Hopeless. Sometimes I wonder why I don't do the right things. My friends got beaten up and all I can do is try to stop the bullies. Fuck this. No hope. Anyways, hope everyone is alright. Avoid Art Park from now on.
Nothing much left...Oh ya, Happy Birthday Hongxiang in advance.
Jojo,"Truth is I'm scared".
